I wonder...

I wonder how does stepping out of the house feeling confident feels. Whether it's going to school, hanging out with people, etc. I wonder how does looking in the mirror and being happy with how I look feels. I wonder how does not giving a fuck about everything feels. I wonder how it's like feeling free and happy. I wonder how does falling in love with someone who loves you just as much feels. I wonder how it's like having the same friend with you for more than 10 years feels. I wonder how it'll be like feeling like I'm the happiest girl in the entire world. I wonder how it's like feeling like I'm good in certain area, like I'm actually good at something. I wonder.