Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Tumblr Quiz

1.  6 of the songs you listen to most?
- Fancy by Iggy Azalea ft. Charli XCX
- Loyal - Chris Brown ft. Lil Wayne & Tyga
- 2 On - Tinashe ft. Schoolboy Q
- All Of Me - Rylie Brown (cover)
- Half of Me - One Direction
- She Looks So Perfect - 5SOS

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Harry Styles or Kylie Jenner

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
Book: it by Alexa Chung
Line: "and frilly Victorian tops she mixes together so"
(I've skipped to pg 27 because that's the only page after pg 23 that has more than 17 lines!)

4: What do you think about most?
How to be happy / Feel nothing but good vibes

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?
I always delete my text messages so if I'm not wrong, it should be from Safwanah wishing me happy birthday! :*

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With!

7: What's your strangest talent?
I have no idea!

8: Girls... (finish the sentence); Boys... (finish the sentence)
Girls are just... girls.
Boys like Harry Styles should be studying in my school.

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Nope!

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?
I have no idea...

11: Do you have any strange phobias?
I'm scared of holes, plenty of holes.

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
Nope!

13: What's your religion?
I'm a free thinker! :)

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
.......

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Depends, but most of the time in front I guess?

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
5 Seconds of Summer (Thank god 1D's a boyband huh?)

17: What was the last lie you told?
I have no idea hahahaa!

18: Do you believe in karma?
Definitely!

19: What does your URL mean?
My favourite number is 18 and every 18th of a month seems like a happy day for me so I used "eighteenth" for my url (I turn 18 this year too so..), for xo it's just there I guess heheh.

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Weakness: I think too much, my temper sucks, I'm really really bias
Strength: I'm me? Idk. lol.

21: Who is your celebrity crush?
Harry Styles. bb.

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Nope

23: How do you vent your anger?
I bitch about the person to people whom I'm close with. (If they're the reason I'm pissed.)

24: Do you have a collection of anything?
I've a mini mini collection of cds and books? ahhahaha

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Neither! lol hahaha.

26: Are you happy with the person you've become?
I actually hate the person I've become lol. I've always hate myself (still do duh) because I don't feel like I'm actually being myself but no matter how much I've change or try to be myself, I still feel like I'm not myself. You know what I mean? Ugh

27: What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
A sound that I hate would be when the girl that I hate starts talking.
A sound that I love would be..

28: What's your biggest "what if"?
"What if everyone that I'm close with actually secretly hates me?"

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Yes and maybe!

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right Arm: Project Management tutorial
Left Arm: My laptop charger

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?
Nothing. hahahaha.

32: What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Ayeeeeeee...

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
If you mean East or West Coast of USA, I'll choose west coast.

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Hmmmm, Zayn Malik? His face and everything is perfection.

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
Live fast, die young.

36: Define Art.
dictionary.com

37: Do you believe in luck?
Yea.

38: What's the weather like right now?
Sunny?

39: What time is it?
11:16 am

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Nope!

41: What was the last book you read?
Physical book: City of Fallen Angels
Wattpad book: The Bad Boy Girl

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Nope!

43: Do you have any nicknames?
Hui, Ting, Wild Child, Hilary

44: What was the last film you saw?
The Other Woman, must watch!

45: What's the worst injury you've ever had?
This injury on my knee which I had due to falling down on the road. lol.

(flesh could be seen btw, yucks)

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Nope!

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?
Not really actually.

48: What's your sexual orientation?
Straight.

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
Yeahhhh

50: Do you believe in magic?
Nope

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Depends I guess!

52: What is your astrological sign?
Taurus!

53: Do you save money or spend it?
I save to spend.

54: What's the last thing you purchased?
2 tops and 1 sandals from cotton on!

55: Love or lust?
Love > Lust

56: In a relationship?
Nope

57: How many relationships have you had?
Three

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Nope!

59: Where were you yesterday?
School!

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
A lot actually! My it book, iTouch cover, file, Our moment, etc.

61: Are you wearing socks right now?
Nope!

62: What's your favourite animal?
Dogs, even though I'm scared of them!

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
Like as in interested is to look good, duh.
Like as in like like would be just to be yourself. Really.
(Just my opinion lol)

64: Where is your best friend?
At home, I think.

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
iamnamelessgem
lightmeupxo
490tx
vogue-stunning
unapologettics

66: What is your heritage?
.....

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?
Sleeping

68: What do you think is Satan's last name?
.

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Nope!

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Yes and no.

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
If I'm good at swimming, I'll save the dog, obviously!

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live.
a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
Maybe?
b) What do you do with your remaining days? Do as many things as possible (things that I've always wanna do, duh)
c) Would you be afraid?
Nope,  not at all!

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Love.

74: What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Little things - One Direction/ She Looks So Perfect - 5SOS

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
-

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Trust and love lol. idk.

77: How can I win your heart?
With food and one direction wwa tickets.

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Maybe?

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

80: What size shoes do you wear?
CottonOn size 38 hahah.

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?????????

82: What is your favourite word?
fuck

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
"I hear your heart beat to the beat of the drums. Oh, what a shame that you came here with someone~"

84: What is a saying you say a lot?
"wtf"

85: What's the last song you listened to?
Feelin' Myself - Will.i.am ft Miley Cyrus, Wiz Khalifa, French Montana, DJ Mustard

86: Basic question; what's your favourite colour/colours?
Black.

87: What is your current desktop picture?
Desktop: Elounor's This Is Us Premiere Photobooth pictures

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
Welll.... ;)

89: What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
-

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Scream and run.

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Mind reading

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Demi Lovato's concert

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
----------

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
lol hahahahahaha harry styles. surprise surprise lol.

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
London

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?
Nope!

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Nope!

98: Ever been on a plane?
Yeap

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
I don't know!

Friday, April 25, 2014

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Have been feeling that negative/ bad vibes lately and you know what people say, when you want good vibes you have to cut out all the negativity from your life, let it be people or things or whatever. & also do more of the things that gives you good vibes and shit. However, when thinking about the negativity that I should be cutting out, I started thinking that what if I'm that "bad vibe"/ "negativity"? Like I'm the one making myself (and other people) feel this way?

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Short update

Hello everybody!
Have been making myself busy on fuckyeahmsftsconfessions blog lately doing confession posts and such. I'm so happy that I've been chosen as one of the co-owners of that Tumblr blog because not only do I have something to keep myself busy now, I also got to know 4 of the nicest people I've "met" on Tumblr. Anyway, school is starting tomorrow which sucks! The modules I'm gonna learn this coming semester is so boring, well except for Accounting, but still.. FYP starts tomorrow too so, hopefully I'm able to handle everything that I need to right now and.. Wish me luck!!

Oh! and 2 more days to my birthday!!
& also the release of Iggy Azalea's new album "The New Classic"!!!
xx

Saturday, April 19, 2014

One Direction - You & I


Probably their simplest music video yet, however, they do have the really cool transition and stuff which I find really cool, so go watch it, like it and share it! x

Friday, April 18, 2014

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Tuesday, April 15, 2014


Friday, April 11, 2014

Harry Styles Personality Analysis
by Tumblr User 1ddaily-updates

4 years since Harry Styles auditioned for the X Factor so here's a personality analysis of him by tumblr user 1ddaily-updates. It's a wordy post so... happy reading, if you're interested! It's actually really interesting, all these personality analysis.. x

"Harry is arguably the most complex of all the boys, so there are seemingly many contradictions in his personality until you look close enough to see the layers.

Harry can be very confident. He has no problem interacting with people right away, and he has a way of rolling with the interviewers even at times when I find myself cringing of second hand embarrassment from the off-topic questions. He, on the other hand, manages to brush things off as jokes if he doesn’t want to discuss it or answer them with an ease that is admirable. There have been a few occasions which we have seen him show embarrassment and Louis seem to be one of the few people who can make him squirm (ex. all the Caroline Flack teasing). What helps him with this is the fact that, Harry seems not to care what general opinions of him are; he’ll go out to a gay bar, or do something extra goofy on the radio or in concerts with an attitude like “think what you want, I am me.” He also seems more than comfortable with going out on his own, or spending time by himself. This suggests not only a ease with getting along with anyone he meets, but a self assuredness that he can enjoy what he’s doing on his own - another sign of maturity.

In the same way, however, Harry can sometimes strike me as very insecure. He has a very visible outward confidence and he has an ability to charm people in both a friendly and flirty way and I don’t think he’s shy in the slightest. But, I think he has a lot of “am I good enough” moments. We see an example of that in The Documentary obviously when he is upset over getting unwarranted hate and criticism. But I see it in an almost daily setting in the way that in every interview when he’s talking he almost always looks to Louis as though he’s seeking confirmation that what he is saying is alright. He seems like he needs someone there telling him “yes you’re right, you’re ok”. So, because of that, I think that insecurity would make him need to be surrounded by affectionate people that can reaffirm the fact that he’s not going to be left alone and that he IS good enough. I think that’s part of why he gets along with Louis so well; Louis is very physically affectionate and also (as has been mentioned in magazine and interviews) Louis seems pretty verbal in his encouragements and in declaring his love for the people in his live. For example, I can remember reading in a magazine that Harry mentioned something about, “Louis says I love you more than my mom does.” That kind of affirming (whether you think it’s platonic or not) is something he would need and I think that’s why he gravitates to Louis in particular. The same applies with his friends from back home. I find it interesting that a majority of his friends are girls. I personally don’t think it has anything to do with the fact he can get girls or is a “ladies man,” I think it has more to do with the fact that girls are typically more openly affectionate with their friends, so they would offer more hugs and “I love you’s” and more deep and personal conversations, which is what he needs to feel connected and important and just needed.

 I think one of the most interesting things about Harry is who his friends seem to be. If you look at whom he spends most of his time with it’s generally a much older crowd. He is very close with Lou Teasdale and her friends (Nick Grimshaw, her sister, her husband, Caroline Flack, etc.) It’s interesting because it says a lot about his maturity level that he is most comfortable being around people in that age group. This sort of lifestyle, living beyond his years and hanging with a crowd all in their late twenties or older and seemingly so natural at dealing with kids (Ex. Lux) I think this say a lot about his personality. He seems very ready to be an adult; especially in the emotional sense.

 In a lot of ways though Harry seems to be dominated by these emotions. I think Harry is very impulsive, he seems to have a tendency to act upon his initial emotional response. In multiple occasions we see him give in to sadness (documentary), jealousy (in getting almost moody when a certain member’s attention is off of him and onto someone else), awe (crying on stage), etc. Harry strikes me as someone who is not afraid to recognize his emotions and isn’t one to try to hide them or force them down. He’s easy to read; he wears his emotions on his sleeve clear and open for anyone who takes the time to notice them. I think he is also very empathetic, and while I think he is able to identify his own emotions I think he can also easily identify those emotions in other people. In the same way I think he responds really well to what people need in the moment, and it’s this ability, which I think is part of why people so easily grow fond of him. The strong ability to empathize is typical among people who are comfortable with children because they are able to respond to the child’s inability to vocalize what they need (and we all know how amazing he is with Lux). We also know this in stories Anne has told us when she says that he was always very attentive to her moods growing up, and making her meals or pouring her a bath when she had a particularly hard day. On a slightly negative side I think that his impulsive tendency to react to emotions can also get him into trouble, because I think he wouldn’t shy away from calling someone out when he was angry, or at least failing to disguise his anger, or upset etc. On another negative note, it can make him very vulnerable to conflict because sometimes he seems to lack the ability to understand why people don’t think the way he does and see things the way he does. Why isn’t everyone empathetic? Why doesn’t everyone look for the best in people? Etc.)

I don’t think Harry likes to be in charge. I think it makes him feel closer to people if they are the ones demanding something of him, and him being able to give to this gives him the security in feeling that he has made them happy. In this way I believe this reflects once again to his ultimate desire to feel needed and wanted and why he admits to being attracted to confidence.  This manifests itself in the many instances where Louis will demand Harry to do something and he’ll either unthinkingly obey or protest but eventually give in to his friend’s instructions anyway. More specifically, evidence of this is shown in the lyric changes at concerts where even when Harry wasn’t enthusiastic about the choice of word change he would still end up singing those lyrics that Louis instructed. This slight submissiveness is symptomatic of someone who is looking for that approval to feel like the attention, and therefore affection, is directed at him.

 Harry is also smart. In a lot of ways I think he has an all-encompassing intelligence because not only has he shown an ability to succeed in school (think of the courses he was planning to pursue in college: law, criminology, etc.) but he also has this ability to be quick witted, especially in interviews. This would imply a more “street-smarts” sort of knowledge.

 His music choice also says a lot about him. Not only are his musical inspirations and favorite songs of a more sophisticated nature but his musical tastes also include very meaningful song lyrics. It especially is significant that his tattoos even acknowledge this understanding of the importance of the songs that he listens too. In order to place something permanently on your body, then it must be something that has meaning to him and we can extrapolate that by extension that means that he has found something personally meaningful in such songs. (His interests aren’t just because he likes them; everything he does, everything he likes and says and chooses to do has reason and meaning behind it. In other words, while he may have a volatile personality at times, he is not flippant with a lot of his decisions.)

 Harry is also a very kind person, to everyone in his life. He is extremely warm and loving to the boys, to his friends, to his family, and even to the fans. I could give you examples for pages and pages of how he has exhibited kindness and concern towards the people in his life, but I think it’s especially worthwhile to discuss the instances where he has acted lovingly towards his fans, especially under circumstances where he doesn’t have to be. At concerts we see him pointing out people in the audience getting squished or looking overheated.  In signings we have seen him not only offer fans a water bottle, but unscrew it himself before offering her the sip. He is attentive to not only the outspoken and cheeky fans, but the shy ones who otherwise might be overlooked were it not for his conscious effort to notice everyone. We see him consistently take the time to stop to take photos with fans, not only when at work but at home, and he does this without a complaint, even when others are criticizing those fans for intruding in his life.

 I think people need to start getting over the “womanizer” image that he has been labeled with by the media. There is a distinction between someone who gets with a lot of woman and someone who is LIKED by a lot of woman. In the past two years that we have been given access to his life we see absolutely no indication that he takes advantage of ANY Of the women in his life. Yes, he is very charming with females. Yes, he gets along with them easily. Yes, a TON of women would give their soul to get a chance to be on the receiving end of even a hug let alone a chance to be with him. However, from Harry’s end he is anything but womanizing. All we have seen of him he is considerate and respectful in every capacity to all the women he comes across. The fact that he has a lot of friends that are women does NOT mean it’s alright to label him as being involved with any of them, and despite the fact that rumors seem to swirl constantly about him being linked to them all, each time it has been disproved or proven that they are, in fact, in no way romantically linked. For this reason we have no reason to believe or even suspect that there is any truth to this dubbed title that the press have given him.

Lastly, I think it’s impossible to overlook the fact that Harry simply has that “it” factor.  There isn’t much to say on the topic, because it’s hard to pinpoint exactly what about him it is that draws people to him the way that he does. And yet it’s pretty hard to dispute the idea that Harry seems to be the crowd favorite and in a lot of ways I don’t think you can narrow it down to one or two characteristics. He’s Harry Styles - an incredibly famous person who is just good at being famous, whether he intends to be or not."

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

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“There are 7 billion people on this planet who I have not met, and 195 countries I have not visited. Yet I am stuck in this insignificant town, Being pressured into making decisions about my future, When I barely even know who I am.”















Monday, April 7, 2014

Lunch and Shopping w/ Nelle

 Haven't been going out lately as most of the days are just me going to visit my grandma. The only day I actually really went out would be on Tuesday when I met up with Nelle and headed for Orchard and Somerset for lunch and shopping. x

Sunday, April 6, 2014

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Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Dan + Shay

So, I saw Melissa's tweet about Dan+Shay and their fantastic album "Where It All Began" and decided to check them out on YouTube and the album was really really good. My favourite song out of the album would definitely have to be "I Heard Goodbye". Love it. x